Wharton Reception

Today, a cold and rainy day, Warton current students hold a reception for prospectives.

I don't know the exact reason, but I've long hold an image that wharton people are tactful, but a little bit craftful. Once I saw the students in tonight's reception, my idea was proven. This school is much suited for Yiwei, not for me and Hank. Yes, it's a truth that Wharton won't pick me cuz I am not their type. But even I with the extreme luck get admitted to the school, I'm sure that I wo't be happy.

Therefore, I will not need to spend extra money and efforts to apply this top school.

After Chicago GSB get-together

12/23 Chicago GSB current students hold a get-together for perspective students.
才知道原來她們歷年來每年都只收一個台灣學生
今年收兩個.其中一個就是這次的主辦人佑年
她是政大會計跟我們同屆的女生.
有兩年事務所的工作經驗. 準備要換跑道學行銷
很有決心跟行動力的人
他在今年二月主動跟學校說想去面試or參觀
跑遍各家學校interview. 至於Chicago GSB雖然沒正式面試但還是跟Admission Office的人吃飯談話
really impressed me!

想要的東西是要這樣努力爭取的！
不是隨隨便便follow common steps 就可以得到的
I need to do the best I can figure out!!!
I always consider myself a resourceful person; now, it's time to test my capability.
Be perseverant, be active, and also be myself.

痛苦

目標是我拼了命想進的b-school
現在就在最後的衝刺區了
為什麼我這麼痛苦
為什麼我的essay的進展始終如牛速
我發現
我只想追求未來
而試圖著想忽略過去
我的過去有這麼糟嗎？
談論過去有這麼痛苦嗎？
我想
如果能真實表達自我也許就沒那麼難了
但問題是
我的過去沒有輝煌到不需要美化
我的過去沒有堅強到只要be myself
只能試圖著把過去的一點一滴挖出來
用最美好最夢幻最完美的方式去詮釋
恩
就是這件事讓我痛苦
這些明明自己覺得沒有成就的事情
要把它硬ㄠ成豐功偉業
頭好痛
好痛苦
我快瘋了

speed up my footstep

Yesterday I had dinner with Wendy, who is now in UBC MBA program. She said in the past semester she only had four-hours sleep everyday on average and never went shopping!!!
WOW! I know MBA programs are always demanding, but the truth that she even didn't have time to go shopping is really to my surprise!

This is the first thing. The second is 康熙來了 last night. 大S is the guest, and she said she cannot stop and cannot put up with anything slow. I start to feel my slowness.

WAKE UP and SPEED UP MYSELF!!!

收心

一個快樂又舒服的假日
任憑貪吃鬼跟懶惰鬼放縱了四天三夜之後
要開始走回正軌了

減肥 + 認真工作

finally

呼～ 鬆了一口氣....
今天終於把supplement materials 都送出去了

隨之而來的就是全身的疲憊

我想回家

self-respect

Did I overdraw my self-respect and over-react to Hank's words today?

Need Good Luck This Time....

It's a extremely awful habit to put everything off until the last minute!!!
I finally submitted the online application of Berkeley yesterday....
But..................9 minutes later than the deadline!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know yet if they will grant any tolerance.

Now, my only wish is "Good Luck."


Good Luck Michelle - for me

Good Luck Michelle - Bear 

沒出息.....

愈來愈喪志了... 一開始充滿野心一定要唸TOP 10 然後TOP 20 然後現在開始覺得可能會什麼學校都沒有，於是開始看一些違背自己夢想的學校.... 昨天在Emory跟Georgetown 的網站都 register 了.... 可是也忍不住開始懷疑... 這些學校畢業之後對我真的有幫助.我真的想去念嗎？ 還是我只是為了不要丟臉.不能什麼學校都沒上？