anxious....

USC started to notify their decision yesterday...
This morning when i hung up the phone call with Hank, I checked his Marshall status without letting him know....
His status has been changed to CONGRATULATION!
My status is still :
Application Status: ReceivedStatus Last Changed: January 28, 2005
Status DescriptionYour application has been received and is being processed.

I really don't know what I can do now....
I hope, very sincerely, that I can get into USC. Even compare with NYU, I'll choose USC.
Do you hear me?
I love you, pls let me in. pls, pls, pls....

heart-broken

It's my turn.
It's time for me to face the cruel truth.

Today, I was rejected byUCLA and Berkeley, at the same day.

On 3/16, when I got rejection letter from Emory, I tried to tell myself this school was not really where I wanna go. But now, I don't know what can I say, what excuse can I make, and what can I do.

I get lost.

I lose my way home.
I lose my way to the future.
I don't know where I am.
I don't know where my way is.
I don't know.